One more thought

Well, of course, I couldn't write a sad break up poem and not follow up with some hope.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1AJmKkU5POA&NR=1

At first, I was thinking, "Why are they in a grocery store? This is weird." Then I realized, "Oh it's actually really cool cause you never know when you'll meet that special person who you just haven't met YET :-P

Still a year and a half to go on my no dating fast. I can't help but hope that God will pursue my heart the way I want a lover to. I know He does, frequently. I'm actually so spoiled to Him and I should not take him for granted.

God romanced me today with His peace. I've been so tired, and God filled me with peace despite my test. I loved having my home group to my house and I got to cook. I'm so encouraged to know so many amazing friends! I'm so blessed to have such a great job! I'm healthy and God is giving me so much grace in school! How and why did I become so fortunate?

I do look forward to loving again and having someone love me, but until that day comes, I'll be content and I'll rest in God.

To end, I'm excited to say that I've gone from:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IlV7RhT6zHs&ob=av3e

To:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZJL4UGSbeFg&ob=av2e

And it's very:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=booKP974B0k&ob=av3e

I'm not kidding... I'm a total Ligress in the most estrogen/progesterone educed way. It's such a cool feeling!